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While sleeping, i heard the hp ring. It was a call from sal. AS EARLY AS 9 PLUS AM. ._. Unfortunately, it was damn audible and very irritating. Die die also must answer.
With the most grouchy voice ever, i said, “I’m sleeping!” and hung up soon after. 
She missed call me exactly at 1.53am & 2.39am(taken from the missed calls history) and luckily, i was then, sleeping like a log. Goodness gracious.
Urgh.
And i really hate it that now, for no reason, i can’t sleep back once i woke up. It’s really drying me out. To think that i have all the time in the world now, it’s so contradicting. I have this mindset that of all things, why should i sleep since i’m so free. Thus, i tend to sleep very late, 2/3 am everyday.
BUT, yesterday was an exception. I was really knackered and zonked. Why? Because i woke up early for no rhyme or reason. How fun. Hur hur.
It’s a bit weird. No matter how intense the lassitude has taken its toll on me, i would certainly wake up at 12pm. It’s as if it has been registered in the database in my brain. Eergh, so not cool. And despite trying umpteen times, i just can’t get back to sleep again.
And i would not immediately sleep when i’m on the bed like any other when i’m exhausted. It takes like from an half hour(very tired) to 2 hours(not tired). It does not happen once/twice but repeatedly/consecutively.
This system is driving me nuts. The best part of it all is that, there’s no escaping it :S
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I really, really, really regret not going for 3 months. Perhaps, one of the most regrettable decision. Hah. I was soo adamant and intransigent not to go for it because i did not want to waste my time and work instead.
But look, i did not even work. Wait, only for 3 days actually. In that stupid, brainless factory. And the rest of the months were like bullshit. Rotting at home till i got sick of it. It’s really sickening.
Yeah, you people in 3 months will be like ‘WTH. He didn’t realise how fortunate he is’ Hah. Fortunate? Hmm, maybe not. Maybe yup, IF i have endless bucks and indulge myself in never-ending, i-wan-this-this-that-that actions now in town.
Pathetically, the latter is of course, not the case.
Maybe, if i went for three months, things will work out. Even though it’s a bit convoluted with tough concepts to mug, it beats staying at home. If i went for three months, i would certainly meet more intellectual people. If i went for three months, i would certainly make more friends. If i went for three months, i would certainly experience for myself the thrill of studying like hell. If i went for three months, it would certainly be clear whether i know is jc life the thing for me. Then, it would be easier to make choices, to go poly/jc.
Haiz. Life is always full of “if’s” and “what if’s”.
The dice has been cast. There’s no more turning back.
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Went out to eat dinner with sis yesterday.
Had this short convo with China workers(Banquet) all in Mandarin.
Him to his colleague: Ask him whether he wants this spicy or not.
Me: *immediately, abruptly* Yes, pls.
Colleague: *smiles* So, you know how to speak chinese ah?
Me: *smiles back* Yeah, a lil bit.
LOL.
I was mentioning about the factory job above. Hmm, it was really brainless, having to do the same thing all over again. I wonder how the workers can really endure doing it for tens of years. Wow. Sheer will and dogged perseverance just to earn money.
There’s this colleague of mine(in the factory) who is like a bitch. She taught me how to do the stuffs, but stupidly, it was not standardized. When i had to arrange the stuffs, i would constantly ask because i was freaking new. It was my first day man.
I wonder why they didn’t standardize it. If they did so, the job would have been much easier. AND, i don’t have to ask people. It was irritating for me too. Thus, she was like ignoring me and keep flirting with another new guy of a same race.
As if i care. Oh, please.
After the break, the new guy cabot-ed because the job must have been tough for him. Hah. Honestly, i wanted to quit on the spot too but if i do so, i’ll have no pay. The minimum stay is 3 days then, we’ll get the pay. No way am i going to let my efforts down the drain. So, hesitantly, i stayed for 3 days. During the stint, my friends labelled me as a ‘Complain King’. Hah.
As the guy left, she’s lonely. Padan muka.
She started to engage in a conversation with me and i just acted busy. Ho. Tit for tat.
There was also this China worker who can’t speak English at all. There was this particular moment when she started talking to me in Mandarin(cos she thought i was a chinese. WTH.) and i replied back in the same language, telling her i’m a Malay(dur).
She was like, “Whoa. You can speak Mandarin ah? Why never say earlier?”
LOL. Then, the other workers were like surrounding me and asked how i learnt it, it’s good to learn this language, yada yada yada.
Since i gained a lil bit of popularity(hah), that Indian colleague started to be nice back to me. Eww. I just feel like spanking her.
Out of pity, because she had no one to talk to, i just entertained her nonsensical remarks. It’s good to be nice. (:
Talking about dinner with sis, it was freaking funny. In the bus back, we laughed like arse-es loudly. Simply because we were just dumb and deaf. She said ‘mango’ and i thought she said ‘monyet’. I said ‘The Departed and she was like, ‘Huh, the Puppet?’. Okayy, it was funny then.
Earlier before, she sms-ed me, ‘Don’t forget our date later!’. When we met, she was like, ‘Hi, Sweetheart!’. HAHA. Honestly, she’s fun to be with. Lol, my sister whatt.
Am supposed to go out today to see art exhibition. Whoa. Sian-ness. Due to a strong dislike in arts, i buih-ed them. Hah.
Today’s The Arena rocks the socks out of me. RI Vs HCI. How hot/brainy can it be? Extremely.
I just can’t wait to see the rebuttals, especially. Hah. Let’s see whose argument is better and more cogent.
And yeah, i’m rooting for HCI. (not because RI lost to a neighbourhood school but there was this comment made by one of them that disgusted me. it showed a very snobbish side of them. eww.)
losing sane
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