WTH.

Sucky suck sucky suck suck.

It’s really amazing when you discovered that you actually don’t know the person whom you feel you knew well. The different perception really changes the whole mindset of how you view them. And it’s really saddening that the near-angel you knew is actually a devil. People just change.

Freak freak. My most recent phone bill is 80 bucks. And the previous month was like 115 bucks. Fuck. Nope, of course i don’t pay but the feeling is like er, guilty. My mum was funny. Her reaction to my bill was, ‘WHAT BUSINESS DO YOU HAVE?’ Hur hur.

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It’s really very disgusting when you are talking to a braggart. You just feel like practically cut their tongue alive and feed the dogs. Nope, wait wait. Would the dogs even want them? Nah, it’s way too yucky. Plus, i’m sure it stinks like the smelliest fart/shit on earth. Gross.

Even though blog is a personal thing, i still feel that the freedom to write whatever we want is not really fulfilled. There is some constraints which are hmm, lame?

And with such rules, i believe some of us are holding back what we really want to say. For instance, i held back disclosing information about the braggart due to the circumstances. Later, kena sue how? Because i would certainly be the mean-est of the mean-est with no second chances and vomit extreme insults. Sounds like a grave situation. It is.

But whatever it is, i feel that blog is a good medium to find out people’s lives and whatnot. Whatever.

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Eww.

I just created this out of Photoshop. Don’t ask me what it is because i ain’t sure myself. Supposedly, upon scrutiny, there’s a daunting ghost-alike figure on the bottom half.

It seems like an ad for a ghost movie, titled ‘The Truth’. Lol. Ultimate Lame-ness.

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LOL

Purely out of boredom.

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Semangat

Seeing people so semangat to post an entry, i think i should too.

Hmm. O level results.

The moment i saw it, i was like err, ok? I’m pretty contented. Not as well as Prelims(dur) but still thankful to Him.

Was really really really shocked for English. In fact, everyone was. No one could believe it. But, it happened. Hah, sounded so dramatic. And no, i didn flunk it. But, yeah, i flunked in my own expectations. I’m sure there’s a blessing behind it.

It sucks a lot when u can go to hundreds of different courses but you can’t make it to the one that u really want. It’s like WTH.

But i’m sure GOD has his reasons. He certainly knows what’s best for us and i shall just wait and see what’s coming up for me.

Damn. Expected a Distinction for Chemistry. But got a B3. Walao. And i’m pretty sure it’s due to the Practical. I guess i screwed up the observation part for the QA. Freak. I must have written way too much (thanks to the influence of singaporeans who are simply way tooo kiasu) or blabbered about things that are not important. And yupps, this is the exact scenario for Chem in Prelims. Same expectation, same grade and same happenings. Sian-ness. Sometimes, shits just happen way too much times.

A maths was a shocker too. Expected a C-something cos of the frigging paper 1. But got a b3. So weird.

I was faced with a dilemma on which route to further my education. A polytechnic or junior college? Somehow, i put a polytechnic course as a first choice although many asked me to pursue the next level of education in jc. I was seriously confused but whatever, i’ve registered. Let Him do the rest.

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Goodness. I’ve been rotting at home since the end of O’s. And i tell u, it sucks like hell. I’m pretty sure you people will be like asking me why am i not looking for a job.

Hmm. I think working sucks. The thought of having to bear with the job environment is like yucks. But i want bucks, though. Aiya, can i just earn free money without having to slog my guts out? Wth.

I dyed my hair like a few weeks ago. It’s not so obvious cos i only dyed like half of the amount. I didn’t want to make it obvious, though. Hah.

And i seriously think i want to dye the tresses again. Something more happening, perhaps. And obvious, but not too much.

I’d love to get a lil hair extension too. My hair’s taking centuries to grow. Like super irritating man.

And the freaking Pimples’ Association has been acting up again. This time, without any warning man. As it won the last election by a whopping 78%, it now dominates the Handsome-Face Party.

Walao. I’ve been trying to get help from the Facial-Cleanser Department but it seems to be of no help. It’s really weird because when i use a larger amount of the cleanser, the situation exacerbated. Like so ironic la.

Oh wells.

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Random

Honestly, i’m really sick and tired of blogging. That clearly explains the prolonged disappearance. But whatever, shit.

Life’s a bore. Nothing’s happening. This sucks.

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Results

Alright. There’s rumours that the results are released on the 9th FEBRUARY. Some were even speculating that it might come out on the 5th.

WTH.

I’m so freaking bloodily scared. I’m just afraid if anything goes wrong. And how will i embrace them? Only God knows.

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I’ve been going out, having fun lately. But the thought of the results never once left this brain of mine. Thinking of it fears me but there’s no way of escaping the reality. We deserve our efforts and we only have ourselves to blame/praise upon knowing the result.

It may only just be certificate but a mere certificate goes a long way in determining our future. It may help or break us. We decide.

So, what we can do now is to pray. And hope that all of us will be engulfed in euphoria when we see the results.

p/s : I’ll be missing in action.

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Birthday aftermath.

A picture speaks a thousand words.

And i really love the first pic. Alot.

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Jobs.

Fudge the job advertisements.

I guess i’ve tried too much and have been disappointed way too much times. Till i’m just so lazy to find for jobs anymore.

I certainly regretted my decision for not trying out the 3 months course. I assume it’ll be boring and stuffs. But, the truckload of positive comments from my friends proved otherwise.

This is all because of work. This 4 letter word was the driving force and primary reason for me to not go to that course.

But stupidly, i’m not working now. And rotting at home is the most boring thing ever. At least, there’s the hang-out sessions. Which is still boring sometimes.

Thus, i really need something to spice up my life. Like what? Bungee-jumping? Oh yeah.

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Period.

I’m still not contented. Why? I believe that everyone agrees with me unless they’re not humans. It’s simply because being contented is just not a human nature. Rightt.

And i’m still not happy with my current skin. I just can’t scroll upwards. To please myself, i have been searching for new skins. And nothing seems to attract my attention, yet. Fine, call me a fussypot. It makes no difference to my life, though.

So what if i’m choosy? At least, i know what’s best for me and don’t be someone who lives by other people’s choices.

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Can the Goverment please do something about cigarettes? Yeah, they did. Everyone knows that. Especially, with the advertisements from mass media. And those gruesome, ugly pictures stamped on the front portion of the cigarette box.

But is that enough? Addiction plays a major/prominent role and when it’s involved, i’m sure the smokers don’t give a freaking damn to all those bad advertisements. Are you sure they will?

Or if they find the pictures disgusting, they can just throw away the box and keep the cigarettes elsewhere. Some folders/places where they fancy, i suppose.

So, the process of buying still continues. Without fail/hesitation that is. This sucks.

And those teens who perceive smoking as cool are just sick in the head. In the future when your breath stinks/you have yellow teeth/you are broke, then you know. You only have yourself to blame, then.

All this happen because they have access to that harmful thing.

Yeah, i know that it is a lucrative business. But still, in Singapore, the people are the only resource as there’s no natural resources(duh). When we’re gone, what will happen to Singapore?

I know i’m exaggerating but what i’m stating are mere facts.

So, can the Government just eradicate those cigarettes for once and for all? It’s certainly for the benefit of everybody. Especially us, the passive smokers who are affected the most. In this way, Singapore will indeed be a healthier place to live in.

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New.

Phew. At last, i’ve done a new skin. I still hate the profile thingy though. Oh wells.

More editing needs to be done. And i so hate this. Grr.

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